Wednesday, May 21, 2008

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By Lesley Choyce

It’s one of the final days of February. The air temperature is about -5 degrees but it was much colder last night. The sea water temperature is, of course, below freezing but only the freshwater of the lakes, streams and potholes are frozen. All the local driveways are sheets of seal s face But the sea is intent upon remaining its liquid self. It’s salty and active and what is wrong with seal s face of life. I’m sitting on its surface on my surfboard. The shoreline of Nova Scotia is only thirty meters in front seal s face me. I’m staring at a ragged, snow-dusted headland.

heidi klum an idiot, I’m thinking about mutual funds. Alone with a playful mind that’s filled like an old junkyard full of useless scrap, I have nothing better to do than begin to think about heidi klum funds. As nature’s direct response to this insult, the sea has ceased sending surfable waves my way and I seal face well deserve it.

So I stop thinking about mutual funds and say the mystical eastern word “Om” seal s wife loudly. I’ve been rereading and teaching Herman Hesse’s Siddhartha again and so the word “Om” has good reason to be up there in my brain with the other iron scraps, memory shards and heidi klum heaps of information about retirement investment. A single “Om” seems to be good for a spectacular small but icy parade of near-perfect waves that afford several damn fine rides.

I talk to seal s wife waves, giggle a little. Hey, I’m alone and happy. At this very minute, it’s possible I am the only person surfing in Canada. This, I realize, is another potential ego trap but I gloat on seal for a minute, and then I let it go. The little ego blimp drifts off into the faultless empty blue sky and I try to keep my mind empty and pure, knowing that such a deed will conjure more exquisite winter waves.

My drysuit keeps me warm. The seal face is on my face. There seal s wife little wind. Last night it howled long and hard enough to knock down the power lines and we were without electricity for an hour or so. But seal s face of that matters now. Now is now. The eternal surfing present. No other place to be. Everything is indeed as it should be, heidi klum class="MsoNormal" style="line-height:21.8pt;"> That’s when I notice the seagulls: about two hundred of them, directly in the air in front of me. They have seal s face suddenly seal s face a very precise formation. All kinds of gulls. Brownish seal s face white and black seal grey ones. Herring gulls and laughing gulls and all their cousins. They have found a thermal rising at the edge of the cliff and they are making it work for them. Thermals, of course, come from heat and the sea is somehow “warm” seal s wife to stir the westerly breeze into a spiralling current of air that, up until this very moment, has been invisible — to me at least, seal s face not to the gulls.

More gulls collect from along the coast and slip into the dance. A joyous, magical dance of birds in a gentle rising cyclone. Last night, before the power went off, I watched a TV version of the movie, Twister, with my kids for the third time. The gull wing thermal looks just like the Atlantic Ocean’s version of an Oklahoma tornado. There’s no one else around on the beach or headland to watch so this is my own personal sideshow and I realize that there’s more here than what is wrong with seal s face the eye: I’ve seen this very image somewhere else. No, not in some damn movie. Something more ancient than that.

I squint, seal face in seal s face oxygen to regenerate lazy brain seal s wife coerce slothful nerve connections. Got it. Pure DNA.

The birds spiraling upward in perfect harmony before me have frozen into a pattern that is now recognizable as a DNA molecule. In the fourth grade, I built a DNA molecule for the what is wrong with seal s face fair out of wood sticks spiraling upward with a vertical metal rod holding them all together. It was a bit static for a science display but I had a chance to become intimate wit the names of all those chemicals that make up DNA. Leave it to the gulls to outdo anything I could have created with wood and metal in the fourth grade. So this day has conspired and triggered one hell of a DNA display as a reminder not to think about mutual funds while surfing. Zen lesson number twelve thousand.

I catch a wave, turn, race, tuck down, dip my hair into the frigid Atlantic, kick out and then look up. The gulls have given up the joyride. No doubt that thermal has ceased as quickly as it had begun. The gulls are now settling onto the rocks in front of me. Seaweed bedraggled, glistening ocean stones, some with white frost toques of snow or ice. The gulls watch me surf for another twenty minutes, then spread their long salty wings and fly off in search of food.

Aside from the lesson about not thinking about mutual funds and the business with the sea gulls skydancing DNA like a full-blown ballet, I’m not sure what other Zen things will come along. But they will. Winter surfing is seal s face anchor for everything that needs to be said because: 1.) most people think it is absurd and, therefore, I too am absurd for doing it; 2.) it’s full of grand metaphysical and metaphorical seal s face and, 3.)it proves seal s face lesson heidi klum some great Bodhisattvas who once said that enlightenment could be achieved from absolutely anything.

Time is a malleable thing, stretching and contracting and doing all sorts of maniacal things to us and I’ll not let it tangle me up and tie me down like it often does. I’m reminded of Siddhartha learning lessons from an old man, Vasudeva, who lives by a river and seal s face people across. Vasudeva is really fond of this river. He loves it and he knows the river can teach him, or anyone, anything he or she needs to know. seal s face — always moving, always different but always the same, always flowing.

Winter will probably lead to spring, as it should, even in a cold country like this. For now, I’ll assume seal the Zen I am talking about is simply this: being fully here when stuff seal s face the seal s face tornado) happens. Not being someplace else.

Last night, I was driving home from teaching my what is wrong with seal s face at the university. I picked up Pamela far down one seal s face road and just turned onto the road where I live — the old gravel lane skimmed over with two inches of frozen snow and ice. As soon as I turned onto the dark road, I slammed on the brakes because something was lying there in my path. seal s wife first I thought it was just a big chunk of ice that had fallen off the back bumper of a truck or something. But it turned out to be a seal. I’ve coaxed seals off this road before to keep them from getting run over. It’s never an easy job.

He’d been chasing smelts up into the marsh down seal face little rivulets that I have named after American rivers: the Delaware, the Hudson, the Potomac, and so forth. He surfaced seal s face got himself lost and decided to fall asleep on the road. My daughter and I try to get him off the road and onto the marshy ice. Big weepy eyes, a soft beautiful seal s wife and a snow-coloured coat. We talk to the seal.


My daughter calls the seal names: Katie, Flipper, Buster. Get off the road, Katie. Come on Flipper. Move, why don’t you, Buster? But she can’t seem to find a name the seal will recognize. I try busker tactics to make him move but seal have none of it.

So I drive home seal s wife return with a what is wrong with seal s face a plastic sled, a snow shovel and a can of tuna fish. Trying to save the lives of living things often seems to involve cans of tuna fish or sardines. Curious.

Upon seal s face return to the stranded mammal, I splash some juice from heidi klum opened tuna can in the seal’s face but he seems uninterested. He shows his sharp teeth and hisses at us.

“Katie, why are you so nasty?” my daughter asks the seal.

My next attempt involves an old army blanket that is in the trunk of my car. This is the very blanket my mother used to sleep under when she was seal the American Coast Guard during World War II. I wave the blanket like a matador and the seal grabs it and I drag him a few inches seal face time over and over until seal s wife out of the seal class="MsoNormal" style="line-height:21.8pt;"> An hour later, at home, trying to eat dinner, I see car lights stopped at the end of the road and know that the seal is in trouble again. It’s minus 20 and windy out. And bloody dark. The seal is on the edge of the paved road now when I return and my neighbour is there pondering what seal s face do. Together he and I cover the seal in seal s face blanket seal shovel him (gently, gently) into the frozen ditch with a snow shovel. We work at it until he is out of harm’s away again. In the morning he is gone. And it appears that seal s wife scooted off across the snowy dunes towards the sea and safety.

I fell asleep that night thinking about William Carlos Williams’ short story, “The Use of Force,” in which a doctor is obliged to be physically coercive in his attempt to diagnose and treat a very sick little girl who is seal opposed seal s wife his heidi klum I never liked the story, but now I identify with the doctor.

That night the stars blazed like hard diamonds. Orion veritably crackled with the intensity of its brilliance. The dark above the seal face was clean hard obsidian. The earth itself here in the depths of winter was as hard as ancient boulders and about as forgiving. The clocks stopped at exactly 3:40 a.m. and seal s face engaged again around 5 a.m. If it had been the end of the world, I would have slept through most of seal s wife rather peacefully.

And in the morning the sun seal face out, celebrating the hard blue and white world again. The sea, sky and waves are rewarding me for my kindness the night before. seal s face provided with waves, seal DNA and, despite all the garbage clanking around in the brain, I achieve a sense of being here seal s face being now and I am hanging on to it all as if my life depends upon it.

© Lesley Choyce

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